my dreams
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what dreammoods says about my movie theater dream
- lesbian-(the hannah stuff)-If you are not a lesbian in your waking life, but dream that you are a lesbian, then it signifies a union with aspects of yourself. It is symbolic of self-love, self-acceptance, and passion.
- door-(in the movie bathroom)-To see a backdoor in your dream suggests that you need to search a little harder to find an answer to your problem. Sometimes the solution may not be obvious.
- preacher-To see a preacher in your dream represents a harsh personal lesson that you need to learn. You may be harboring feelings of guilt and self-punishment. It is time to stop being so hard on yourself.
- conversion-To dream about a conversion indicates your hopes that some problem or situation can be changed.
- children-You may be retreating back to a childlike state and longing for the past. You are trying to still satisfy repressed desires and unfulfilled hopes. Perhaps there is something that you need to see grow and nurture.
- childrens’ books- It may also suggest your desire to escape from reality and retreat into some fantasy world.
So basically, I need to search to find self-love and acceptance, because I’m being hard on myself. I want things to change, and I’m longing for the past, to escape from reality, but I need to learn my lesson. (which is super accurate tbh) -
night of 11-22-12
- sitting in the lobby of a movie theater. shelby harness was there. kayla majors was too. we were waiting to watch a movie premiere. hannah alexander was sitting beside me and we were kind of away from everyone else. the movie came on (the screen was in the lobby?) and everyone was watching it and i was laying down. hannah started kissing my neck and being all sexy and wanting to do things but i said no because there were other people around! i was trying to find a place we could hide. i went to the bathroom and two guys were there and they opened a secret door that went outside, but apparently you could get in trouble for doing that? after the movie we went to the parking lot and i was going to my car but everyone was going to this huge tower thing? and there was a huge line and you had to climb up a ladder to talk to the preacher. and he was converting people to christianity or saying some prayer or something. and shane was right in front of me and hannah was in line somewhere behind me, which was weird because i know she doesnt believe? but i stood in line because EVERYONE was there and i didn’t want them to know about my atheism. and when i finally got up to the thing the preacher just walked away and i found out everyone was scheduled in and shane was the last one scheduled! i turned around to see hannah’s reaction and she was with miraya reading a childrens book to kids.
- i was doing something to help with cheer? coach autry griped “well i want to know why you haven’t asked to join competition yet!” all rude. i said “because it’s so unorganized!” and everyone was like “and we’re horrible”. I cant remember why i was there but i stayed for the rest of practice. two people were building someone else and cradling without a back spot! brittany griffin was on cheer and people were building her. kayla majors was there. cadi morrison was a cheerleader.
